I am going trough a rough time and therefore I am not so eager to be out and about as usual- BUT I definitely do still feel like writing. I have to put something out here anyway as I have been forced to update my posts by the only one person who know who I am- my ex- boyfriend. He insisted on me modifying my posts to mention that I was with him at most of these events until a few weeks back. So now you know. I am just wondering if that makes any difference to you – because I as told him – it is not about who I went with but about the event in itself” and my readers don’t know who I am anyway so I don’t think it is a big deal. Maybe I am wrong but it is how I feel.
He is a great person and even if things didn’t work out for us I don’t have anything against him except for his constant way to bring me down by reminding me on how I landed in a new social world that I would have landed to anyway- because – as I stated to him yesterday before our big fight- There was a reason we met at a turning point in my life- I was stated to move on to a new social life and I knew it. I just happened to met him then and having a great time with him. He knows that I am a genuine person and that I would never have used him so I don’t really understand his reaction.
Anyway this brings me to the fact that because of what is going on in my personal life I may report on less events per se and more on social encounters that will take place while I am out on dates (eh yeah I sort of have to go back out there) and celebrating life- while forgetting about the difficulties of a break up.